It's a dream, but its true

She hates me, she doesn’t
Her eyes seem not to trust,
The fluid expressions confuse me..they scare me
The intensity of that emotion –
strong enough to burn me,strong enough to destroy me
She hates me, she doesn’t

I long to go back to the cocoon of her arms,
The warmth in her heart, the trust in her smile
The need when she calls me,the worry when im not there
She loves me, she doesn’t

She is right,isn’t she?
Im someone to hide in the closet of secrets
Someone who makes her doubt herself
Some one who fails,someone who errs
Maybe that someone is hers, maybe she isnt

Im hungry for love…I don’t think I am
I want to go back…I don’t need her
I don’t want to lose myself ..im scared I will
Id love to grant her wish, id love to stop breathing

colour pallettes

I saw a blue,it waved at me,
I saw a green,it touched my face,
I saw a red,it flowed by,
I saw a purple,it embraced me...

They came,they went,
They danced all night.
Leavin their colourful footprints
By my bedside...

Morning came n along came grey,
With dashes of brown slashed through,
I looked in my heart in search of them,
A black smiled back...